While worshiping God, my entire body went numb. From my feet to the ears, it was buzzingly numb.. I was very annoyed because I couldn't actually concentrate on the Worship.
After the Worship, we moved on to the moving of the Holy Spirit, I asked God, why I was feeling that way, numb, it wasn't the usual numbness-from not moving.. but it was different, almost as if a burden was placed in me.
Immediately God impressed upon me, that someone in the Cell was going through a family situation, with either a particular grandparent or dad. The hurt was so tremendous that, the person was feeling alone and numb.
I have a vague idea on who it was, but I am still unsure..hopefully he/she felt encouraged that night..
I wish I was smarter, Sometimes, I wish I had more money, Sometimes, I wish for a better family, Sometimes, I wish I didn't do so much nasty stuff in the past..
But then I can wish on and on, and nothing will change, but through that I see..
If I had all these things, I wouldn't be able to rely on God as much as I do now.
So Praise the Lord, that I am not that clever, but I have His wisdom, Praise the Lord that I am not that rich, but I am never in lack!
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